It’s hard to believe that it’s really over. I need to let go but I am terrified because everything that you told me was a lie. I’m so afraid of getting fooled again and the universe knows I’m the biggest fool in the world for listening to you for so long. I wish I’d never believed in you. You pretended to be different and you were just the same as the rest. My heart is even more broken than I thought was possible because you saw my weakness and went in for the kill. I was such an easy target for you and I can’t believe I never saw you for what you really are until it was too late. I wish I could erase you from everything but instead I’m left choking on your toxic poison for the last time.
The silver swan, who living had no note, when death approached, unlocked her silent throat; Leaning her breast against the reedy shore, Thus sung her first and last, and sung no more: “Farewell, all joys; Oh death, come close mine eyes; More geese than swans now live, more fools than wise.”